I'm eccentric.

I'm weird.

I like art.

I like pictures.

I have a list of things I definitely plan on doing before I die.

I like conversations.

I like spontaneity.

I like adventures.

I like the ocean.

I like the Sharks, the Warriors, the Niners, and the UFC.

I am funny. I promise.

I am a narcissist, but who the hell ISN'T?

I like clothes.

I love music.

I am a spoken word artist.

I try to shop fair trade...but it's hard.

I am into activism, feminism, and pinayism.

I love Disney.

I love movies.

I love wine.

I love working...even though I complain about it.

I love school...even though I complain about it.

I want to be a Spanish speaking Physical Therapist...hence my double degree that I'm working toward.

I read magazines to get my style and beauty tips.

I'm picky.

I get annoyed easily.

I will not wrong you unless you wrong me first.

...and I won't even retaliate most of the time if you're not worth it.

I like talking to people, but I only trust a few of them.

I'm still hunting for Mr. Right, but not Right Now.

I am in a shawesome Filipina interest sorority. Don't pass judgment unless you know what we do.

The human mind intrigues and fathoms me.

The intricacies of life confuse me, too, but I'm down for the ride.

I sing in my shower.

I tell the truth.

Everyday is the beginning to the rest of my life.

Not gonna lie...

I'm starting to get a little lonely. I think I'm just getting tired of constantly going out. I need to get grounded again. Thank God I got hired! Just in time...

I miss being independent and making my own money. I miss doing my own shit for ME and having responsibility.

I had fun in Tahoe this weekend, though. But I came back and suddenly I'm back to thinking a lot about certain things. I keep thinking back to that one day that I almost forgot about, and I'm not sure how that day was supposed to end. I can't tell if it's worth it anymore. I want it to be. I wish I wasn't the only one who thought that way. And it's not like I spend my entire day thinking about it. I've somehow gotten a lot of the guys I've met in the past couple months to be interested in me...and I'm not saying that to brag or anything. I'm not interested in them. But I AM lonely. I'm not saying that I'm getting sick of the people I hang out with. I just can't be sitting still and being content with doing this all the time. I don't want to keep going out and drinking. I haven't gone out clubbin' a lot, but I don't want that to be a habit either. I know I needed the rest and fun and all that, but I'm itching for responsibility and making my own money and...yeah yeah...someone to go home to..or at least talk to every so often. I mean don't get me wrong, I do have people like that...but I guess...yeah...I WANT a relationship again. Well, not a full fledged relationship...but I want to be "talking" to someone I guess. I like the process of getting to know someone on that level...SLOWLY taking down each other's walls and getting to that relationship on our own time.

I miss studying and I miss working. Everyone talking about going back to reading and homework makes me miss posting stuff up like that, too. I know I'm not a failure. I think I'm just getting bored. My first day of work is January 19th. So I'm pretty excited. A new environment...a new crew...new friends. I love meeting new people.

I'll probably be taking my SLR out soon and testing it out on different scenery. So that'll give me something mellow to do again.

If there's anything I'm finding out about me it's that I really like close-knit fun as opposed to outward...party kind of fun. I like artsy fartsy stuff. I like big words. I like to dance...sober. I love family values. I like having responsibility and working for my own. I like dressing nice, and boys who dress nice. I like being funny. I like not feeling like I HAVE to belong to something or someone. I like watching sports (basketball, football, and JUST getting into hockey...and sooner or later, I'll probably get into soccer, too). I like working out when I can bring myself to the gym. I like all kinds of music. I like all forms of expression as long as it's not harmful. I like cooking. I like conversations. I like spontaneity. I like freedom.

Consider this my personals ad. Haha. I'm exhausted. I have to pay bills and clean my car tomorrow. Sharks game...I think I missed it. I think it was against the Kings...I'm too lazy to move. Oh well. Night!