“Every girl thinks she can change a player but every player is on a mission to find that one girl who makes him lose his desire to play.”

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Marco Aguirre (via katherinegrace) Straight up, I don’t think I could ever change a player. I don’t think I’m willing to put in the time and energy to change a player. After this last time, I’m realizing a lot of the shit I did wrong as a girlfriend and I’m not proud of it, but I’m woman enough to admit it. I know a lot of the stuff I do wrong as far as boys go, and that just means there’s room for improvement. And improvement takes a lot of self-evaluation and time. There’s no perfect girl to change a man. There’s no perfect man to change a girl. It’s how much the two are willing to compromise for each other. On top of that, commitment is hard…or SHOULD be hard for anyone—boy AND girl. Girls always THINK they’re ready for a relaysh, but they aren’t. They end up arguing their asses off and then creating crazy ass reputations for themselves. Creating big problems out of little ones. Shit, I don’t have that kind of energy. At least not right now. I just wanna be cool. I have a past, but it doesn’t hinder my present or my future. I gotta take what I have and work with it…even if people don’t have faith in me. Just gotta peace out and show them that I’m not something to be afraid of. Pretty words, I know…it’s action that takes the cake. Ima show it up. Don’t worry. I'm starting to feel like people are thinking I'm too serious. Get over it. I'm not. Okay. That's all.