frenzy, frenzy, bloody frenzy
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today, was very hectic. i woke up at 8 and got ready for school pictures and book buying day. i have no idea why i had to make myself to pretty, it wasn`t like i was going to a fricken party. my feet were killing me..stupid pumps..so yeah...well at around 9:30 i drove to chelsea`s house, and her mom took us to school (my parents won`t let me drive downtown). and yeah, well, i took my picture and stayed at the class council table for practically the whole day. finally, my mom came and paid for my books which cost a WHOPPING $353.90. i fucking hate my school. overpricing bizznatches. and i still have to buy a whole mess of books from borders because i didn`t purchase my english books from the school this year...they charge $2 more than at borders! BAH! so anyway..my mom had to take me to vmc with her or else she`d get in trouble. so i stayed there for two hours. i saw my piano teacher`s family so i went to say hi and they said that she was having an operation. so i went with them and visited with her for a little bit. after awhile, i came downstairs and saw my mommy looking all frenzied looking. i caught up with her and we went back up to the fourth floor to greet my piano teacher again. finally, we left, and after my mom dropped off her nurse`s notes, she took me to chelsea`s house where i picked up my car which was BURRRRRNING. anddd yeah...i need a fricken nap.
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life is stressing me out. my parents` stress rubs off on me because they are always worrying about bills. i have class council, ambassodor..i have a lot of responsibility this year. junior year is monster..and i`m probably going to die. bahhh! life doesn`t stop...life is an irony. good lord in heaven...He`s testing me up there...wanting to see where my breaking point is...sigh...keep testing me God...just keep testing me...