my unbelievably early CHRISTMAS list!
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i was doing the dishes, and i started thinking about all the things i want for christmas for some reason. so here you go...get an early start ;D!

>LAGUNA BEACH first season DVD (that way i can have a laguna beach party with all my friends. i`ll order pizza!) besides, i HEART lo and trey. they`re my favorite characters. haha.
>GIFT CARD for TARGET so that if you can`t get me the DVD, i`ll just get it myself =).
>GIFT CARD for MACY*S. because i HEART MACY*S.
>GIFT CARD for URBAN OUTFITTERS. because URBAN is fucking awesome.
>GIFT CARD for FOREVER 21 because i love forever 21.
>LIP VENOM from SEPHORA because it feels cool on your lips. haha.

for those of you who think it`s rude to say what you want, think about it. don`t beat around the bush. i mean, if your friends ask you what you want and you know you want something you might as well tell them what you want so they get you the right thing rather than getting you something that`s pointless and that you`ll never use at all -- which is probably more offensive. OR they won`t get you anything at all, and you`ll feel like shit and give some attitude -- which no one likes. lalala. well now you know folks! i`ll be posting this again sometime in december to remind you guys. =). later gators!

blow out!
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kathleen is watching BLOW OUT. kathleen loves this show even though it only has to do with people doing hair for the beverly hills price of $2000000000. hmm, so anyway, there are ants all over my room. do you have any idea how much that bugs? it makes me feel like i`m in the philippines and i`m swatting anything that is smaller than a grain of my hair and moves. geez. hmm, so what has been going on? my back hurts because i was lifting heavy things yesterday. maybe i shouldn`t lift things that are 3/4 my body weight...and next time i do that, perhaps i should ask for help. i put salonpas on it, and the pain simmered down so yeah. i guess i`ll just sleep with salonpas tonight to ensure that the pain is gone tomorrow. i`ll be driving tomorrow evening anyway (so it`s not like i`ll be doing anything strenuous), and thursday evening too...then friday is judgment day. LORD HELP KATHLEEN. you know? i promised myself i wouldn`t tell anyone and i ended up telling the whole wide world. GOOD JOB KATHLEEN YOU BLABBERMOUTH. gosh.
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yesterday, tito bernard picked chels and me up. we dropped chels up at her house, then tito took me home to get changed. then we picked up gerald and bryan and went to tita edith`s house where we watched american pie 2 as we waited for austria and christine. then they came and we ate. then they all left me with manong stanley and his friend trang so they could play golf. they left me because my dad got so pissed off at me. he always gets mad at me for NO FUCKING REASON. he just gets pissed off at me so i`ll come home. i swear to God, home is just BORING. wtf. he treats me like i`m fucking 2 years old...SERIOUSLY. even my MOM says he does. i have no fucking freedom. hell, even if i DID get my license my dad will either check my mileage and go crazy ass asian parent on me OR put a fucking GPS system on it so he can track where i`m going. GOD DAMN. and i probably won`t get to do jack shit in college either.
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well okay, that was just me rambling. chances are it won`t be THAT bad most of the time. a lot of the time, i`ll probably be happy with my newfound-kinda freedom.
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PMS week begins NOW. beware of next monday. heh. that`s when the boyfriend comes home from mexico...lucky him.
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well, that`s about it. later guys.