come on home to california

Thursday, June 23, 2005

bright sunshiny day
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another eventful day with my cousins. i did a couple chores after i woke up, and got ready. soon enough, my cousins called me to go golfing--this year`s summer sport. last year it was pool. two summers ago it was bowling. next year..? who knows? anyway, we went to the golfing range, and didn`t seem to want to stay so long today. it was definitely fun. we brought my cousins bryan, gerlad, and christine this time. i was hitting better today...hitting a good amount distance. and a good amount height. afterwards, we dropped my cousin stanley, gerald, and bryan back at their houses, and went back to christine&vanessa`s house. there, christine and i were really bored. we watched TV, and trailers for upcoming movies like into the blue with paul walker and jessica alba. and this movie about irish lesbians called my summer of love. hmm, so anyway, then i watched sisterhood of the traveling pants with xtina. it was really good. i cried. it really was heartwarming. after that, i watched some of five people you meet in heaven. i feel bad that i didn`t get to watch all of it, but i hope i get to rent it so i can watch the whole thing. it really seems like a good movie.
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somebody help me. i am suffering from the treacheries of PMS. i have two monster zits. i`m going on emotional roller coaster after another. no cramps--thank the LORD. sigh...
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britney spears and kevin federline are so funny. it`s like watching...i don`t know. it`s just too..eck. i can`t explain it. well. that`s enough now. time for me to go.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

stop filipino racism
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i found this on a message board. it is 101% true.

After receiving an email containing the alleged Hate letter from Art Bell, I was initially outraged by the hateful cintents of his letter. I wanted to find out more about the creep who authored such a sick letter! I searched for more information about him in the internet, and here's what I was able to gather: FILIPINOS ARE VICTIMS OF AN EMAIL HOAX WE NEED YOUR HELP TO STOP IT Over the last three years someone has been posting a malicious letter about Filipino's with the subject: "Filipinos Make Me Puke". In an attempt to smear Art Bell, someone took this Hate Message from a web site (now defunct), anonymously posted it to the Internet and signed Art Bell's name and address to it. Every few months it gets posted again and again on newsgroups and e-mail lists, with additional hateful language to incite Filipino Internet users to respond to Art Bell. ART BELL DID NOT WRITE THIS EMAIL Art Bell is as much a victim of this hoax as you are. In fact, he is married to a Filipina and has the highest regard for the Philippine people. He is as offended by the contents of this email as you are. He has posted these facts on his website and has responded to every single email from any of you with the truth and the facts. Still, the vicious anti-Filipino email keeps circulating and angry Filipinos keep emailing Art! ART BELL DID NOT WRITE THE HATEFUL ANTI-FILIPINO EMAIL Most recently, on July 1, 2001 the email attributed to Art Bell surfaced in a show business column in the Philippine Daily Inquirer, without the writer bothering to check the validity of the story. Two days later, July 3, the same column was taken up by a retraction and an apology, which the paper will run every day of the week, through July 8th. Please go to http://www.artbell.com/filipino.html to see this retraction, as well as the statement from Premiere Radio Networks, the company that syndicates Art Bell's radio program, Coast to Coast, and Art's statement about the most recent developments in this outrageous fraud. The Philippine Daily Inquirer has now become a victim of this same hoax. They are doing the right thing by printing a retraction. Now, we need you to do the RIGHT THING. Set the record straight. PLEASE FORWARD THIS MESSAGE to all your friends. Post this far and wide in your Filipino communities. Stop spreading Filipino hate. The bogus email is like a virus, causing mayhem and havoc in your community and in the life of ART BELL, WHO IS INNOCENT. We need your help to fight the spread of this HOAX. Please spread this warning wherever you see any version of the hate letter about Filipinos with Art Bell's name attached. Delete the hateful email and FORWARD THIS EMAIL AS YOUR RESPONSE. Direct your friends to http://www.artbell.com/filipino.html for the facts. You are doing your fellow Filipinos a disservice by not warning them; by allowing them to be DUPPED and ABUSED by the hateful language and the fraud that is being perpetrated on Art Bell. THANK YOU FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING.

*************************************************************************** A LETTER FROM ART BELL: THE TRUTH

An Open Letter to My Listeners July 1, 2001 Another event in the seemingly never ending strange series of events in my life occurred, which will prevent me from being on the air this week. A horrible Racist article which has been on the Internet for almost three years, despite all our best efforts, has just been published by the Philippine Daily Inquirer (The largest circulation Newspaper in that country). This has resulted in hundreds of e-mails and death threats to me and my family. Even the slightest effort on their part, would have resulted in the truth before rushing to publish. The article appeared in the Entertainment section of the Sunday edition (July 1, 2001). As many of you I hope are aware, I DID NOT WRITE this trash and never would, in fact my wife is half Filipino. It was originally sent from a computer located at U.C.S.D. in southern California. They have sent a apology which has been posted on this website (see below) for almost three years. Over that period of time EVERY inquiry has been answered by myself, my Webmaster and the Network. We are presently taking all legal steps possible, however in the meantime there is a very real physical danger to my family and myself. This will require my full time attention for the moment. The Newspaper (as of this writing) still, has NOT published a Retraction, even though they have been served with a Demand Letter to do so. The newspaper's e-mail addresses are feedback@inq7.net, jvaruta@inquirer.com.ph, readersadvocate@inquirer.com.ph, should you care to help, by urging them to promptly retract this dangerous, reckless, thoughtless article. See you soon.

Art & Ramona Bell


THIS WAS THE ORIGINAL HOAX. IT IS A FAKE. ART BELL DID NOT WRITE IT.Subject: HATE LETTERThis is a very disturbing open E-mail letter to all Filipinos around the world; specially here in North America!, from a man who has the power to reach millions of people. (he's a radio talk host)

Filipinos.....*make me puke*

(Art Bell)As we've all come to notice, in the past few decades, Filipinos have begun to infest the United States like some sort of disease. Their extensive involvement in the U.S. Armed Forces is proof of the trashy kind of qualities all filipinos tend to exhibit on a regular basis. You can see this clearly by studying the attitudes and cultural Icons of most Filipino Americans. Origins of Pinoys/Pinays:Are they really asian? Well we've come to accept the fact the filipinos come from a part of the world known as South East Asia. But the term "Asia" is used in the wrong way. You may notice that contemporary Filipino Americans try very hard to associate themselves with groups that we know as Asian. I cannot count the number of times I have seen a 'Third World' Filipino try to connect themselves to the Chinese or Japanese people. There is no connection and here's why. The Philippines is a Third World country. Nothing respectable has EVER been created by Filipino people during our entire human history. Young filipino men in America have become obsessed with "import racing". They have an enormously perverted affection for Japanese cars. It's a common phenomenon. In their minds, these filipinos somehow believe that they are asian and that it somehow connects them to Japanese people and japanese cars. They often take credit for the ingenuity of Japanese people and say how it's an "Asian thing". This term..."Asian thing" derived directly from African American slang "black thang". "It's a black thang." "It's an asian thang."You can see the connection. It's even funnier that, in Japan, Filipinos are heavily discriminated against. The only filipinos that can live successfully in Japan are the filipino prostitutes. But that's the case for most Filipino people no matter where they live in the world. Now we've come down to this fact...and it is a fact. Nothing in Filipino Culture can be seen as Asian. They have no architectural, artistic, or cultural influence which is in ANY way, asian. Thinking of the great countries in Asia such as Japan, Korea, and China there is no way you can possibly connect the Philippine Islands. This assault by filipino americans to connect themselves with the great peoples of North East Asia is foul and disgusting. Try visiting a young filipino's web site too. You'll see something called the "Asian IRC Ring". It has to do with the chatrooms. The most horrible thing about this is that these TRASHY people are trying to associate themselves with Asia again!!People in Asia don't act like, this at all. What we are seeing here is the natural Filipino in it's element with full access to technology and this is how they act! You will consistently see this behavior over and over again. Another interesting thing is that these "thirdworld" people also frequent IRC chatrooms such as ..chinese ..japan and ..asian. They must believe that they are some how related racially or culturally to North Asians. But it's completely WRONG! There might have been some distant contact With China and even less with Japan during World War II, but these people are actually more closely related to african americans and Mexican americans. Do the parents of these young filipinos know what's going on? Would they accept this? I believe that they would and do. This is the natural "Trash" element in filipinos manifesting itself. Nothing good has ever come from Philippines and I don't believe anything good ever will.

Recognizing your Roots (A Message to Filipinos).

To all filipino people:Please recognize your ROOTS! You come from the Third World! You country is a disgusting and filthy place. Most people there live in poverty! Your culture has MUCH MORE SPANISH influence than chinese, and absolutely no JAPANESE influence whatsoever. People in Japan and China, do not act like you. They do not constantly talk about sex and they have a MUCH HIGHER level of RESPECT for each other. There is NO WAY that you can connect yourself to Asia other than location. Your culture and technological advancement does not even come CLOSE to What Chinese, people have done in the past and what Japanese and Korean people are doing now! Everything you do is distinctly filipino. You cannot take credit for Japanese cars, video games, or Hentai! It's not an "asian thing" it's, an "American thing". You have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy! Can you demonstrate how you use Confucianism or Taoism in you everyday life?? You can't. And you will NEVER be able to. I understand that you are trying to create an identity for yourselves as young people... but it is NOT related to Asia. Your Identity is Filipino. That's all you are. Just Filipino. Think about what that means....

Sincerely,Art

In reply to this email a filipina wrote her own thoughts about it..you gOo gurl..=)

I find this funny, he is right in some ways where we, as Filipinos don't actually have an "Identity". I think this is due to the confusion of our mixed races from Hispanic, Chinese, American and Malay origins. I see it in malls, imagine young generations wearing ski caps and ski goggles in a tropical country, baggy low rise pants like that of African Americans living in the Bronx of New York, not to mention endless whitening products being sold at department stores and drug stores. But his ignorance also blinds him from the other truth. That while we may glorify Anime shows and Japanese Internet gaming, he is not aware that a nameless Filipino may be responsible for some technical aspects of some Japanese software. He is not aware of our contribution to the the society in general .Technological advancements that may have aided post war navigations and landing on the moon. That the antibiotic Erythromycin was discovered by Dr. Abelardo Aguilar from Iloilo creating the brand "Ilosone". Thomas Edison may have discovered the electric light bulb and the fluorescent lighting was thought up by Nikola Tesla. But the fluorescent lamp we use today was invented by Agapito Flores (a Cebuano named Benigno Flores of Bantayan Island, according to the Philippine Daily inquirer), a Filipino scientist.Americans helped then-Philippine leader Ramon Magsaysay to develop it for worldwide commerce. That the personal physician of former U.S. Pres. Bill Clinton is Eleanor "Connie" Concepcion Mariano, a Filipina doctor who was the youngest captain in the US Navy. A Filipino writer Jose Rizal could read and write at age 2, and grew up to speak more than 20 languages, including Latin, Greek, German, French and Chinese. Or that a Filipino genius was responsible for the near hiatus in the PENTAGON and White HOuse nearly infiltrationg their closely guarded secrets with the "ILOVEYOU" bug. Nuisance maybe, but still one heck of a 'beautiful mind'...not to be underestimated.The list goes on and on, but who cares right?Certainly not Mr. Art Bell...Boy, I'm not surprised. Perhaps Art Bell does not know that although we consider ourselves ASIAN because we are strategically located in the Southeast asian region of which our nearest neighbors are Malays, ASIA does not mean only Chinese and Japanese race of people. Then maybe it is his connotation that "Asia" meant only our economically successful, paler brothers and he considers Malays such as Thais, Malaysians, Indonesians, and ourselves as a "Third World" race. Then it is "his" ignonimity that would make a civilized person of whatever race puke. Imagine literally connecting Chinese, Koreans and Japanese to the Philippine Islands which is archipelagos away from the countries he has mentioned. I also wonder where he got the impression that we aspire to be Japanese(???) Hispanics maybe but not the Japanese. But even Hispanics today do not mind sharing their "surnames" to their Asian brothers who they have colonized for 3 centuries. Another sad reality that although most Filipinos working overseas are domestic helpers and prostitutes, who does he think educates the toddlers of Hong Kong, Singapore, Taiwan and Tokyo? Parents of these countries rarely have time spent with their children, leaving them to their Filipino nannies. And with regards to prostitution. Filipinos are not the only ones working as one. I HARDLY SEE FILIPINOS STARRING IN PORN MOVIES. THERE MIGHT BE A FEW FILIPINOS WE HAVEN'T SEEN , BUT MOST ARE FROM MR. ART BELL'S RACE.He also mentioned that we have no concept of culture..no concept of asian ideas or asian philosophy. How can we demonstrate Confucianism or Taoism in a Christian nation?IS HE INFORMED THAT THE PHILIPPINES IS THE ONLY PREDOMINANTLY CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC NATION IN ASIA?!YOU HAVE TO USE COMMON SENSE IN A LOT OF THINGS SOMETIMES...We do not need to create an identity for ourselves. We are who we are. Our identity stems from the anonymity we live in this world. How we contribute silently towards the progress of the world and not just one country. Although the Filipino blood may be tainted with malice, corruption, poverty and prostitution, it is not a perfect race... But so are the others. Maybe Mr. Art Bell needs to think about this.WE MAY NOT BE PERFECT MR. BELL BUT AT LEAST WE STILL HAVE VALUES. FOR ONE THING WE DONT PUT OUR AGING PARENTS IN NURSING HOMES BECAUSE "THEY'RE SIMPLY OLD AND WORTHLESS". WE DONT HAVE AS MUCH NUMBERS OF SINGLE MOTHERS WHO GET PREGNANT IN THEIR VERY EARLY TEENS AND EVENTUALLY BECOME PARASITES OF THE GOVERNMENT FOR YEARS AND YEARS. YES...WE CAME TO YOUR COUNTRY TO WORK, TO EARN DECENT MONEY (HALF OF WHICH BY THE WAY GOES TO TAXES BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY SOCIAL PARASITES FROM YOUR RACE). AND BY THE WAY, MOST EDUCATED PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH DONT COME FROM YOUR RACE... THEY'RE ACTUALLY IMMIGRANTS TOO. AND THOSE EDUCATED ONES DO NOT ACT LIKE YOU DO, PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY'VE REALLY BEEN WELL EDUCATED. AFTER ALL THAT'S SAID...WHO IS THE IGNORANT ONE AGAIN?!

Shari Francisco

Monday, June 20, 2005

oxymoron of the day: cold summer
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well, isn`t it a pleasure seeing me here again. i don`t know when the last time i wrote was, but i guess i`ll just recap on the past few days. or maybe not. i don`t know.
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saturday was my cousin, vanessa`s, birthday. she is now nineteen years old. i started remembering when we were all younger and wondering what the hell we`d all be like when we got to this point in our crazy mixed up teenage years. maybe we really are doomed. who knows. that saturday morning, my cousin stan had to come over to my house to fix my computer. he had been fixing my computer now for approximately five days. well, he took me to the restaurant where my cousin`s party was and we ate a lot of crab. then we went back to vanessa`s house where we ate more food, ran away in vain as our drunk titos sang karaoke off key, and hung out in either christine`s or vanessa`s rooms. (forgive me, i try to make my blogs grammatically corrrect, but i`ve forgotted every rule that may have ever mattered to an english career.) right so anyway, the next day was father`s day which we celebrated at vanessa`s and christine`s house--again. my father decided that he wanted to be bipolar and was either really happy or really sad. i found that leaving the party with my cousins helped me breathe a little easier. this year`s summer sport is golf. for the past couple years since i quit coming to the driving range, i wasn`t very keen on golf. however, i guess it takes a few missed swings, sore ribs and shoulders, and nine of my closest cousins to go to the range and watch the golf balls either soar in the sky or flop off the nets to get back into it. i`m looking forward to going back.
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so now i`m contemplating about whether or not i should go read the remaining seventy pages in one of the books i have for summer reading or sit and be lazy and watch a not-so-interesting lifetime movie. i`m thinking reading is the right key. after all, the book isn`t that bad. it really is quite interesting. maybe i just want to be good this coming year. in a school full of either "lucky fuck-ups" or "over-freaking-achievers"...you can`t choose a barrier line. you can`t be median--choose your side wisely. or maybe that`s just me prepping myself up for something that i shouldn`t worry too much about. maybe i just need to enjoy my life and not worry about adulthood because my teenage years can`t be preserved in a jar for me to enjoy later. i guess i should just learn to enjoy the summer...that`s what it`s for right? SATs, summer reading, AP classes, ASB, frosh orientation...can you see the grin on my face? alright. i`m gonna go. later.