the sison family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/xq/asp.fc/qx/sison-family-crest.htm#products

german; motto: "hope for the best"

the de la cruz family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=de+la+cruz

spanish; "of the cross"

the manuel family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=manuel

spanish

the anson family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=anson

english; "nil desperandum" -- never despairing

the ganan family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=ganan

irish

the vargas family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=vargas

spanish

the cristobal family crest:

http://www.houseofnames.com/coatofarms_details.asp?sId=&s=cristobal

italian




to anyone if you`re not here, i couldn`t find you. i`m sorry. research your name yourself

hot randomness...
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wow, this was a long time ago, but hey, it`s hot. i love it.


look at my nephew, he pimps himself up!


my so freakin` cute cousins. Jerome and MAC

ok enough, how`s about you just go to my photobucket yes? http://photobucket.com/albums/v234/imasupernerd/

this is so hot i had to put it here:
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forgiveness...

have you ever fantasized about death? or am i the only one?
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i don`t know why i was thinking of that. i guess i feel as if i`m unaccomplished, and what would happen if i died randomly? i wonder if anyone would care. i wonder if anyone would feel bad for any shit that they put me through. hmm...such a thought to think about...i`ll think about it later.
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i fucked up in driving AGAIN today. i fucked up yesterday, too. i`ll just keep on fucking up. damn right turns. i always make them too wide. i always get scared that i`m gonna kill someone on the right side if i make a turn not-so-wide. and i SWEAR God is just sending FATASS trucks at me when i make those right turns. there`s always one coming right at me, and today is the second day i almost killed myself over it. i`ll never get my license. my dad makes my license seem so unappealing. i`ll never free myself. i`ll just ask for rides to go to school WHEN I`M IN COLLEGE, and i`ll take the bus, or call a cab, and i`ll spend half my annual salary on the bus and cabs and gas money to compensate for the people who drive me around. on top of that, i won`t go to my college of my choice because i`ll just have my DAD pick me up and drop me off for the fucking REST OF MY LIFE. i`ll go to ugly SAN JOSE FUCKING STATE and stay in FUCKING SAN JOSE for the FUCKING REST OF MY FUCKING LIFE. and i won`t become what i want to become. i`ll just be...fuck...i don`t know. i`ll become something i don`t want to be, that`s for sure. THERE YOU GO. another way for my family to get what they want. i`ll stay in town, i won`t drive, and i`ll fucking live at home for the next century. and when i finally DO move out, i`ll just move into a fucking apartment when i`m fucking 40 years old with fucking six cats to fucking keep me company. there. i`ve fucking predicted my future, and am i happy with it? NO. fucking shits. i work my ass off for SHIT. it`s always not good enough for SOMEONE. fucking assholes just be happy with what i CAN do than what i CAN`T DO. i`m not SUPERWOMAN. LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE YOU for making me like this. i HATE being like this. i HATE complaining. i HATE having someone give me shit for complaining. i HATE having to think that it`s all my goddamn fault. SHIT. I`m SORRY okay?! cut me some fucking slack. at least you have someone like me doing shit FOR you. i`m your fucking doormat. i sacrifice my own fucking rest and leisure time to make you fucking happy. to make myself feel competent and complete. jesus christ. ergh...
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and all because i can`t make right turns.

screw hangin` with mr. cooper...hangin` with the cousins is cooler.
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last night, it was my cousin bryan`s birthday. we didn`t do much. we chilled most of the time. we spent like...3 hours at target and walgreen`s for mother`s day shopping. what else? we honestly didn`t do much. it was kinda boring. my lil cousin jerome is really cute. he just gives you hugs..out of nowhere. it`s so cute. i love that kid. um...what else? we played war with my cousin and his friends, but it got boring after a while because his friends were too scared to lose again...uh YEAH, WHATCHA GONNA DO!?. anyway...then me and cousins had a deep conversation. i love those. deep conversations rock my world. it wasn`t as emotional as before, but it was deep..and it was a conversation. hence the name..."deep conversation". uh yeah. i made my mom a centerpiece for the coffee table, and i got her a card with a magnet that says, "world`s greatest mom". i`d love it if i were a mommy. hmm, what else? we didn`t really sing karaoke last night, but oh well. i`m printing pictures right now from last night so that i can give them to my tita edith, and she can add them to her infinite amount of picture albums. yes, well i`ll be going now. later cool cats. (even though i hate cats)