yes, i am aware of my ongoing absence
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i haven`t been here in so long that i can`t even remember the last time i actually wrote in here. hmm. well you know what? here`s my life; not exactly in a nutshell because i`m in one of those moods where i don`t FEEL like having it in a nutshell. so here goes...
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merry christmas. i could care less

christmas eve was really fun. i went to my mom`s side, and well. let`s just say it`s fun being there because we KNOW we`re always the loudest parties on the block. i mean...dancing on tables to the people who sing karaoke, making stupid fob jokes, taking a LOT of unnecessary pictures. tell me that`s not fun. i got drunk that night. it was great. ok well...no. i didn`t get drunk that night. i drank a margaruita with tequila in it and i didn`t get buzzed at all. i mean...it`s not like it was a strong drink anyway. i don`t know anyone who would get buzzed with one glass of tequila. but anyway...christmas was a stressful mother fucker and it wasn`t even great. i love my family and everything, but hanging with them the DAY after christmas was more fun than hanging with them ON christmas. oh and i`m not sure if i put this in here yet, but did you guys know i got my permit? hells yeah bitches. hmm. i feel bad though. it sucks when you see kids who are YOUNGER than you are driving around like it`s nothing. well yeah. i get my license in june or july, so it`s perfect for me to start finding a job so i can work in the summer. i`m thinking great america? i`m not sure if i want to be saying "clear one, clear two, enjoy your ride." and "great america is not responsible for lost or stolen items..." all day. mhmm. yeah. anyway...the day after christmas, i remember i slept at my cousin`s house because my cousin was supposed to leave for the philippines the next day. but he ended up leaving three days later. i remember cutting my own bangs that night that he was supposed to leave. my three cousins and i all cut our bangs. it was fun. i like mine. they bug me sometimes though. haha.

waking up late is so good.

happy new years, baby, you owe me the best gift i could ever ask for
on new years eve, i cooked for six hours. it was alright. i didn`t mind it. at midnight, my parents and i went to my cousin`s house. that was fun. (i just noticed that i say everything is "fun". just goes to show you the limitations in my synonym-vocablulary for the word "fun") yeah. anyway, the next day, we went back to that same cousin`s house. it was alright. played chess. watched scary movie trailers and played illusion things on the internet.

i hated to see my vacation roll to an end.

back to school
sucked ass. thanks to being tired and not getting my full twelve hours of sleep, i look gaunt, unhealthy, and cadaverous (vocab word).

mike and ryan came today. first, heather hung out with us outside of school. we laughed a lot. i was supposed to give pictures to mike, but i accidentally took them back. GRR. now i have to wait until who knows when i can see him again. but anyway, that was fun, then ryan had to go back and pick janet up because we started walking without her. mike the sweet-ass gave me a white rose. we walked to mcdonald`s. that was soooo funny.

"hey, uh, ryan...there`s a bat in the cave"
"where?" (looks around)

"see! i think they`re dating!"
"hun, they`re brother and sister!"

after chillaxing for a while, my mom called and we had to walk back. it rained like a bitch today. but anyway, when we got back to school, my mom told the guys to get in the car while janet and i got our backpacks. yeah, then we dropped them off at the bus stop. i love how my mom loves mike. =).

yeah, then janet came over to my house and we were acting crazy while watching musack videos. dancing like lenny kravitz`s dancers is hard work. yeah, and we watched made. that was fun too.

good stuff. later kids.