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hey everyone. yesterday was my 16th birthday. my dad forgot. yeah, but whatever. anyway, it didn`t even feel like i was turning 16. i swear. it felt like a normal day for me. the only difference was that everyone was wishing me happy birthday and that i was getting presents. yeah. my cousin christine was the first to wish me happy birthday because she called me at exactly 12 midnight. then my cousin anthony called at 6:57 am and left a message along with his brother jig jig. then chelsea wished me happy birthday when i got to her house. then i got to school and everyone on sophomore floor wished me happy birthday. then my mommy called me from work and wished me happy birthday. then all my friends came and wished me happy birthday and stuff. i can`t exactly remember the order they came in, that`s why. they made me wait downstairs so that they could decorate my locker. it was funny. heather gave me KRISPY KREMES. abby gave me chocolate covered macademia nuts. janet gave me a jacket and a pin and a card. some people are giving me crap on monday, even though i told them they don`t have to. mhmm. i took lotsa pictures. hmm what else? school was just...school. mrs. evashenk made my bio class sing happy birthday to me. that was fun. after school, mike came and gave me a CD, a fedora hat, and a bouquet of red roses. mike met my mommy. we gave him a ride to the bus stop. yeah, that was cool. then we drove to crazy buffet with danielle and janet and we ate lunch. danielle had to leave, but that`s okay. i hate crazy buffet. dumbasses didn`t believe it was my birthday EVEN though i showed them verification with my kaiser card. just because it only had 12/88 instead of 12/10/88. i swear, i was complaining so much. janet was all, "they`re not getting a tip from me." and i said, "they don`t need a tip. they didn`t even serve us. we served ourselves." haha yeah. then we went to santana row and walked around. we took pictures in front of bellarmine salon because it was weird. and we tried on clothes at urban outfitters that we can`t afford. i REALLY REALLY want those two blouses that i can`t afford. haha. then we went to valley fair. that was fun, too. then we went to great mall and took pictures in a photo booth. i LOVE our pictures. we went christmas shopping. that was stressful, but fun. my feet hurt like a mother clucker when we got home, though. good news. my zits are finally gone. i woke up this morning and got mad because they decided to go away the DAY AFTER my birthday. dummies. janet and i had lotsa fun shopping. it was really...amusing. we saw jessica chiou with her bf eddie, joelle, joann, and april, and tyler miller, and freshmen. friday night at gmall. how asian. oh and janet and i both agree that the guy who worked at urban outfitters was reeally hot, but yeah. and there you go. my 16th birthday.

i have four new friends on my face.
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their names are frederick, sebastian, bartholomew, and jim jr. because jim sr. died, but his successor has come to avenge him.
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frederick bugs me the most just because he is the biggest zit ever. he`s the size of china.
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ANYWAY! you know what? i seriously think i`ve been acting like a bitch. i`ve been so bitchy to my friends lately that it`s not even funny. i don`t know why. i`ve just been so pissed off lately. i just want to apologize to them if i`d been bitchy to you at all lately. geez louise. i`m so stressed out. today was a bad morning which means--brace myself for a bad week. i`m always so sleepy. i fell asleep in bio today. could you blame me? i was REALLY tired. i don`t eat right. my diet is not very balanced which is why zarina and i are going to rip every junk food out of each other`s hands to save each other from unhealthy diets. i seriously need to start taking better care of myself. i`m going to be sixteen in four days and i`m living like an unpriviliged bitch. i should start getting happier and less bitchier. i should start getting more sleep. i should start eating healthier rather than eating a gajillion candy bars a day. i also need to be less cheap. (sorry for anyone who gets a crappy present from me, but hey, it`s the thought that counts.) i just need to shape up. somebody help me, i`m falling into a pit of insecurity. my head is spinning with dizziness and daze. i really need a christmas vacation. i love life and all...but give me a break from it.