grumpified
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you know what? i just want to defend a friend on here. we`ll just call him "M.R." you know it doesn`t matter what he says in his goddamn xanga, ok? i told him how i felt about my friends` opinions about a certain subject and how much they hurt. however i didn`t say anything to them because i didn`t want to fight with them. also, i know they are entitled to their own opinions. so i just vented out to him because i knew he would listen. so i blew up. i said things about my friends that i know i don`t mean. and i know it was just the anger and the hurt speaking. but you know what? a lot of the stuff i said to him considering my feelings were true. i was really hurt. but i know myself and i know that i can`t start a fight. i`ve gotten out of drama. i don`t need anymore in my life to pass my time away. besides, i love my friends and i don`t want to start anything over something stupid. they say things and don`t know that when they say those things they INDIRECTLY hurt me. so that`s why i can`t say anything to them. he was just defending me in his xanga. you don`t have to hate you guys. he was just venting. i mean...he can write whatever the hell he wants in his xanga. the same way "J.A.L.P" and "C.M.G" and EVEN "A.M" can write in their xangas. the same way i can write whatever the hell i want in MY BLOG. he`s not indirectly targeting you guys. he`s just saying. don`t get offended. i mean...all the stuff you say to me...no offense...hurts. it hurts a lot. so no offense but i think that you guys NEEDED to hear that because i just wanted to make you understand. ok people...later.
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SORRY if this INDIRECTLY OFFENDS anyone...really, i am. i`m just trying to be nice. and make up for all the blows being shot from side to side. consider my post a truce.

happy thanksgiving!!
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hey everyone! happy thanksgiving. i`m thankful for...this vacation. eyah. and my friends, family, etc. yes. hmm...so let me see...on thursday, i woke up and helped my mom bake some salmon. (hella bomb!) then i went to my cousins` house as usual. had a lot of shrimp and ham. mmmm. yum. yeah. my cousins tested me for my drivers test the next day which i didn`t get to take because the dmv`s horario is hella anal about when the hell they want to work. poopoo heads. anyway, after that, i went to my mom`s side of the family. we spent a lot of time taking pictures. i`ll put them on here when i get them. eyah, what else? yesterday, i went to piano and shopped. i got a slammin jacket and a blouse and boxers. mhmm. then i ate at auntie linda`s house. eyah. i`m bored. i don`t really have much of a life. i don`t like that i have to go back to school on monday. poopheads. know what? i turn 16 in 13 days. i just thought you might want to know. man you know what? i know my cousins are mad at me. they wanted me to go shopping with them. and i couldn`t. geez. i feel bad. you know what? i`m watching maalaala mo kaya. i love this show. i`ve already seen this one though. hmm, what else? i think that`s it because i don`t have much of a life anyway. hmm, seriously what else? i wonder if i can go to my cousin`s house today. eyah. ok i`m done now. later.

I`m MAD
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hey people. guess what? we LOST TODAY. we got THIRD place in the can food drive today. i`m very mad. i would not have minded losing to the seniors. BUT we had to go and lose to the JUNIORS. they are SOOOOOOOO cocky. it`s soooooooo wears off after awhile. i mean..so what?! you get 2nd place in spirit week ONE year doesn`t mean you have to go and BRAG all the time. AND ANNNNND! gaaah! i forgot what i was going to say. i cried. and you know what else? during free block, a bunch of sophomores gathered around the PA and we listened tragically as we claimed our third place title. janet collapsed, and i screamed so hard regardless of the fact that ms. cohen (a junior moderator) was right in front of me. i screamed so hard that the english class all the way in donelly heard me and i was in the SLC. i seriously thought we had this. i`m so saddened. you know what? we`re going to kick some MAJOR ass during spirit week because the class of `06 legacy is going to be very shortlived. you may have won the battle, but you did not win the war. we got spirit week. let`s go sophomores. don`t feel down. we`re going to get this.
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later kids. >:O

bored
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nothing much has happened really. i`m watching the new good charlotte video right now...it`s funny. haha. almost thanksgiving! yay! i`m excited. i need some sort of vacation. school sucks. 17 days until my birthday! i`m excited. i`m going to be sixteen. wheeee. anywhoo...what else? today was our big can drive competition between the classes at escuela. props to mi clase..sophomores 07!! eyah! hmm...i swear, there`s supposed to be more. but it`s been one of those weeks where i was extremely tired. hmm...you know what? filipinos are such posers. i1m allowed to say that because i`m filipino, ok? i mean...we have no originality. all the singers sing songs that don`t belong to them. they have SOME great songs and a LOT of them are talented, but most of it are songs that they don`t compose on their own...or songs that people have already sung three years ago. and their dances are soooo ugly. i mean...puh-LEASE john pratts rocks at dancing, but other people..mayn. if i went to the philippines and just stood there, i bet i could be a dancer. haha. well...what else? ONE TREE HILL TONIGHT! you know gwen stefani bugs me. i don`t like her song. sorry. go back to no doubt...please. hmm...ok i`m done. later.
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cheesecake is good for you.