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Friday, October 22, 2004

today was a good day.
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hey people. what's crackin? alright, let's see here. today was fun, i guess. i was more awake than yesterday which was good. i was also much more upbeat, which was also good. so this morning, i had english first. i love that class. i really do. ms. orr is one of my favorite teachers ever. she's so cool! yep. mhmm. then i had 5th block free with janet, kelsey, and allison. danielle joyce, mind you, is in utah enjoying her butt at her friends quince chillaxin with MATT. yep yep. we did so much stuff for ms. hernandez for open house tomorrow. i'm going. i'm going to sing. Lord help me. yeah, then it was break. those smoothies were really yummy. just overpriced is all. chanda mae totally said something that sadly JUST dawned upon me now. alright, so i didn't tryout for volleyball last year. and sometimes in the back of my mind, i regret it. however, i've always told myself that there's much more to life than sports. and chanda TOTALLY emphasized on that. she was a rockin vball player, then out of nowhere, she quits. today, she told us that the time she spent PRACTICING and the money she spent on CLUB is better spent with her family and the money better spent on things that matter to her like doing other things that float her boat. she's just NOT driven by sports anymore. and i totally respect her for that. totally a boost to my confidence. really. yeh. then it was homeroom and chelsea and jasmin were having an argument with armaan and me over how love can't be found at this age. i totally think that love sees no boundaries. age is nothing but a number. if you don't think you could find love until after a certain age, then you're thinking scientifically and you're also thinking upon statistics. however, if you think with your HEART, then you're truly thinking with love. sometimes, you have to follow what seems less sensible to do what is truly right. and to further contemplate about the topics we were talking about during homeroom, i think friends with benefits...is not very salutary in life. i'm sorry. you'll both end up getting hurt somehow someway. so don't do to your heart what's equivalent to shooting yourself in the head. mhmm...OK! to get back into my day, bio was boring. thank GOD it went by quickly. after school, i bought a smoothie for myself and camille. then janet and i walked over to mcdonald's and ate food. we went to community service to get our stuff signed. can you believe that in just six weeks, we've already worked ten hours or so? and we're going to keep on working for the whole year! WHOO! yep, then janet came over to my house and we checked out myspaces and blogs. totally interesting that people you didn't think knew each other actually know each other. yeh, and then we watched degrassi because janet can't wait until week after week to watch when they're supposed to come on. sheesh. she's the one with a dish. man o man. then i took a nap. which was s0o awesome. i love naps. then i ate dinner and took a shower. and here i am. now i'm done. later people!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

im so tired.
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hey. i'm tired.
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hey people. ok. today, i played volleyball. i burned a hole through my pants because i dove for a ball. i also embarassed myself by missing a spike by about 3 feet. HELLA FUNNY. tried so hard to play that off. oh well. i'm so sore because of it. fell asleep in religion. fun fun fun. um. there's probably more, but i'm so tired, and so lazy that i just do not want to explain it to you. later.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

i got abs today!
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how? you'll see...
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would you like to know how i got my abs today? for twenty minutes--no--more like 45 minutes, i laughed. heather, sidney, and i sat around for ALL those 45 minutes and just laughed about every single funny thing that came to our heads. it was so funny. but i know that if i were to tell you everything we were laughing about, you probably wouldn't laugh because it's one of those "you had to be there moments". haha. hmm...ok. so how about that rain yesterday? it was hella raining like a monkey outside. mhmm. yep. ok! so let me think about something to talk about now. everything has been boring and bland lately; and while i'm at the negativity level, i might as well throw in the fact that it's been extremely cold and i need to go shopping for a beenie or something because i'm cold. believe it or not, i'm actually making my own sock warmers. i never thought i'd wear sock warmers, but hey, throughout life, you find out new things about yourself. hmm. i was an ambassador at st. martin-sunnyvale on monday. bunch of rude kids who thought they were cool. eeyyeaahh....WHATEVER. oh you know what? i actually saw all of the bowling for soup-1985 video today. HELLA FUNNY! i know i know...that video came out hella years ago or whatever, but i don't really watch tv unless my prime time shows are on like ONE TREE HILL...which i will get into in abooouutt....NOW. ok. last night was very good episode. and might i add...i TOTALLY KNEW ANNA WAS HIS SISTER! I TOTALLY KNEW THAT! it was s0o0o0o obvious. i mean, the whole 'hidden identity' thing, random showing up at a store, KNOWING the game, and it doesn't help that they're the only two exotic looking people on the show. and by that i mean they were neither black nor white, they were like the same race and everything. mhmm. eyah. i think that's it. if there's more, i'll talk about it some other day. later.