Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...


What genre of rock are you?
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boomshakalaka! it's the 2nd to last day of school!
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so i've released of some of the stress i had from yesterday. haha. well, last night was senior recognition night. i think we did pretty well considering we only had five people to sing. it was like we were a girl group. our harmony was pretty damn bitchin, i must say.
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well guys. the american idol has been crowned. that verison of 'all my life' wasn't the bombdizzle. i'm sorry, but seriously..it wasn't.
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mmkay. enough na bye.

fuck. damnit. just fuck.
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let me tell you a little something about all the crap i've been taking for the past few days. on friday, you know i had to serve for the sophomore/ senior brunch. what you may not know is that on that very lovely cloudy day, my backpack got placed in a place that i could not find. well, i thought okay i lost my backpack. now i've found it and i'm fine. what i didn't know was that the damn janitor was mocking me behind my back and imitating my every movement after i left. what kind of a fucking janitor does that? i should take his keys and stick them down the toilet for all i care, unfortunately i'm too nice to do so, so i'm just going to keep my mouth shut and sit pretty until the end of school. and you know i have finals, but i didn't get to study over the weekend because i LOST MY DAMN BACKPACK and when i finally found it, i had to hurry up and leave. so now that i have the chance to study, i've been unbelieveably lazy and all i did was finish my study guides and that makes me feel bad because it feels like my inaction is going to come back during finals and bite me in the ass for procrastination. God, and last night i was simply trying to tell my dad that i was going to chelsea's house today and i don't know what happened, but somewhere along the way he decides to begin yelling the crap at me for who knows what. and it's like, God, i have enough shit to worry about i don't exactly need my dad yelling down throat about something you don't even have to yell about. so i started crying myself a river and he tried to say sorry, but geez, i mean, you don't even know why i'm crying. he told me to go watch TV, and it's like, i don't care about watching TV, it's not going to make me feel any better. so now i'm just staying quiet and barely talking and if i snap at anyone between now and monday, i apologize in advance. i have these monster bags under my eyes and a zit the size of maryland. kay bye. and for those of you saying, "ew gross." BITE ME GOD DAMNIT.
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to make matters sadder, today we're cleaning out our lockers and it's the seniors' last day of school. i gave charissa this fat hug. my oh my you have no idea how much i'm going to miss some people. *tear*.

it's coming to an end...
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i've only a few more days until the end of my first year of high school. to tell you the truth, thank God. i'm not saying i didn't have fun. i mean, there are a lot of people i'm going to miss since so many people are leaving and that really makes me sad. however, i'm really fed up with studying for finals and all that ish. i'm tired of projects. i'm tired of tests. i'm tired of some people. and i'm tired of school. so i just want it to be the END. damnit. i have so much on my mind right now that i feel like school is just making it worse. i hate waking up early in the morning.
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but on the lighter side...i know i'll really miss kim, taryn, sara, amanda, and so many other people who are leaving. aww...well, i'm gonna go now because i'm not in the mood to blog about anything else.

tamia lyrics...
remind me to dL this song when the damn filter comes and i can finally hook up my DSL.
"Who Do You Tell"

[Verse:]
There you were in a crowded room
With someone at least I assumed
How did I know I would fall in love
With you so soon

Just one look in your eyes
And I see the truth
And I try hard to hide that I'm made for you
But I know deep inside things that we could do
Just as long as we're together
But...

[Chorus:]
Who do you tell when you love someone
Hoping that someone's in love with you
Who do you tell when you love someone
I think I might as well tell you

I can't believe that I feel this way
There is so much that I want to say
I wanna touch you, hold you,
feel you, please you
As we're making love all through the night
We would talk to each other
We would laugh and play
We would claim it's forever every night and day
We would share every minute 'til the test of time
In my mind

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
I've hesitated so many times
And I won't let you slip away from me no
I know you're for me
And me for you
But I don't know what to say or to do
So now that we're together I'm telling you