tears hurt...
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nothing much has happened. yeah. today, i'm going to go shopping with chelsea and that's why i'm not going to eat lunch so i can use my money to buy a blouse or something. wheeeee!
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and so the countdown continues...is it 19...days left of school left... i have a lot of goodbyes to issue out and that makes me sad.
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i talked to my best friend yesterday...there were tears...aww...i miss him.
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now charissa is next to me...kay bye

Tu Madre!

feliz cinco de mayo

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right, let's see. what is there to talk about? nothing much. hmm...today krystal and i were walking up the stairs and i didn't know the girl in front of me stopped so i kept on walking and i crashed into her fat-ass backpack. geez. hey everyone! only twenty more days until school is over! whee! this year went by really fast. it was just like yesterday that heather and i were laughing over milan and his brother's toe and her breaking my nose....hahaha just playin' heather...now, we're...actually it's still funny so we're still laughing. come time for summer i probably won't be able to blog as much given that i won't have a computer to blog on. oh but wait! i have dsl now...never mind.
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feliz cumpleanos chesley and cyndi. although...i do not know chesley, but i know of her. so yeah.
feliz cumpleanos also to my cousin bryan. you're now fifteen, like me. oh God.

geez louise
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i got here, to the computer with a lot of stuff to say, and i forgot it all. do you have any idea how much that disappoints me? watch, when i get out of here, i'm going to remember everything that i wanted to say. oh but here's something i do remember.
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this is by far one of the stupidest questions i've ever come up with, but by joke only, i wasn't serious
"stars are pretty lights made out of gas. so if i fart, does a pretty light come out of my ass?" hahaha.
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friends is slowly coming to an end everyone. i will be one of the million viewers watching them bade us farewell for the final time. oh, how sad the world will be. the last time i was depressed about a series finale was...boy meets world...oh and 2ge+her but that was kind of forced upon them. yeah. season finale of the OC is tomorrow! i wonder what's going to happen.
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hmm...i'm not sure i have anything else interesting to share. so shall we go into deep thought? let's shall...
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deep thought segment
i haven't been in deep thought lately. and if i do go into deep thought it'll probably be about love or something...maybe on life...i don't know. all i know is that you can't go into deep thought if your mind is being really shallow. right now my mind is being shallow. oh! i just had a sudden thought. ok. so, don't you hate when your parents bitch at you? for instance, last night my mom asked me what song i was going to sing at my choir performance so i told her. and she started saying that she thought i was singing another song and i told her no...in that 'what the hell are you talking about' voice. out of nowhere she says, "you're adding stress to me stress! everytime i talk to you, you always seem irritated? are you becoming irritated with me? maybe we should just stop talking!" err...but then yeah, i hate those fights. parents know how to embrace the power of guilt and use it to their advantage on children. oh how it makes me mad. and yet, i too, will probably embrace it when i get older and use guilt on my children, then they'll hate me for a while until i send them to college. ungrateful teenagers! no, just kidding. i mean, i'm grateful and everything, but it's like they always have something to bitch about. whether it's the way i wear my hair to boys to getting pregnant or whatever. VTM, baby, join the club Virgin 'Til Marriage. and they still don't believe me. grr. that's my disadvantage of being an only child. my mom said that if i had a brother, i would be able to go out as long as he went with me everywhere. i probably wouldn't mind if i'd known this was my second option. hmm...well, i guess my only excuse is that this is just the PMS talking.
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kay, bye.

"don't ever let that one thing that you can't ever live without get away because regret will only be the follow-up. take advantage of every oppurtunity to make things right. it's the rule of life and the rule of love. for love is the easiest and hardest feeling to show, the easiest to give, and the hardest to retrieve. and you only have one life to accomplish everything and one life isn't very long."
i got the bold part from another quote, i just don't want to be accused to passing it as my own idea when it really isn't and prosecuted for plagiarism or whatever.
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kay bye. for real this time.

this has to be short
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hey, as the title says, this is going to be a very fast entry because in fifteen minutes, the AP testers are going to be in here testing for the "Class of a lifetime". well, anyway...
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friday was fun. went to mcdonalds with chelsea and janet. then chelsea took me home and i walk in to find all this food. when my mom wakes up from her much deprived sleep, she tells me that we're going to throw a surprise party for my father. the cousins came over it was great fun. my dear manang vanessa had an interview with urban outfitters, of course that is AWESOME and i hope she gets the job.
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saturday i worked on my God book. i am happy to say that i'm finished. SNL wasn't that funny, but i liked it. and Adam brody was on Mad TV! wow. hotness. maalaala mo kaya made me so sad i started sobbing. God those filipino shows.
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sunday, woke up, went to church. my mom went to cache creek and my dad took me to my cousin's house. we watched mean girls. that was hella funny! that was a big leap for lindsay lohan from disney. i mean, whoa. ok enough i don't want to spoil anything for anyone, even though all i tell you are already in the freakin' trailers
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i was in the dollar store and my dad asked me, "how much are two ice packets." a few days later, in the same store, my mom asks, "how much are the paper towels." God, are you kidding me?
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my cousin's cousin asked her, "do you consider yourself a slut?" how do you get that out of a fourth grader? haha.
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well, when i have enough time to be insightful and not just tell you how my weekend went, i will. right now, i have no time for any life expression.