good weekend hella bad week (so far)
on friday, i slept at my cousin's house. i was on my phone for the majority of the night. it made me feel bad because i pissed my cousins off really bad that they fell asleep and my cousin felt she needed to go talk shit about me to our other cousin. i really did feel bad. i fell asleep and felt bad about it. i woke up and felt bad about it. so i don't think i should talk to my friends at my cousins' houses anymore.

on saturday, me and my cousin took her sister to the mall to hang out with her friends. they watched jersey girl. well yeah, we went home after dropping her off and manang's friend lycky picked us up and we drove all the way to oakridge, which was a waste of time, gas, and lycky's adrenaline rush on the ramp because it sucked ass. well, lycky had a culture shock and me and my manang couldn't stop laughing. it was crazy. oh right. i forgot to tell you, the guys at border's were REALLY REALLY funny. i'd like to tell you what they said, but i'm on limited time here. go to my cousin's blog for that, it's on my links and it says "punk rock is hot". well anyway, came home. that's it.

on sunday, i watched jersey girl. it was good. really good. i almost cried three times. i never thought i'd like a movie where jennifer lopez dies within the first ten minutes. i mean, come on, she doesn't seem like the type of actress to die within the first ten minutes. that's more of a job like debra messing in the mothman prophecies. well yeah, my grandparents are leaving for the PI today, wish 'em luck, i love 'em.

TODAY, THE INFAMOUS MONDAY.
i woke up, and knew it was going to be shit. i was completely right. let me liste everything for you.
-forgot formal uniform
-almost got eaten by a pincher bug the size of ohio.
-forgot my report for religion.
-forgot about my spanish homework (luckily krystal helped me out)
-had a boring free.
-slept during the guest speaker person during fourth period.
-didn't even bother listening to block five's guest speaker.
-broke down when i was singing my song for my recital thingy in chorus today.
THAT'S RIGHT. I BROKE DOWN. SHOOT ME. Well, i didn't cry or anything. i just broke down and put my head in my hands, then went on to sing, even though i felt like i wasn't doing anything right. i wish i got a better song. i really really really really do. it makes me sad. it makes me very sad.

right, so before i depress myself anymore, i'm going to go. maybe something more depressing will happen, if anything does, i'll shoot myself.