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Friday, February 06, 2004

bored, bored, bored...

hey guys what's up?
(nothing much)
oh yeah, same here.

yeah, my life is so boring that i have to talk to myself on my own blog. yeah, i even joined that imdb crap with my own login and all. "mynameisbertha" is it. yeah, hmm. well nothing much has happened lately. it was mel's and krystal's birthday and today is karen's HALF birthday. yay. whoo-hoo! tomorrow is krystal's party. well. see you all later.

Monday, February 02, 2004

Oh how the rain depresses me...

When the Rain Falls - ZETTA BYTES

Oh...oo oo
I don't understand
This should be so easy
To just reach my hand
And know the world is free
But nothing's, as it seems
I can tell you freely
Touching's not the only way to feel

When the rain falls
It's like heaven's crying
When the name's all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There's no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

I know you proudly say
That I'm just talking crazy
To think of life that way
Means that I'm confused
There's happy and there's sad
But maybe yes just maybe
The sadness can make the happiness more true

When the rain falls
It's like heaven's crying
When the name's all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There's no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Because I know the bones were necessary
I don't let it bother me at all

When the rain falls
It's like heaven's crying
When the name's all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There's no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Oh...oo oo


today, i woke up and i knew i just KNEW that it would be a loooong draaaggginnng day. i feel so depressed. the rain depressed me. i sat in english and since my desk is right in front of the window, i heard the rain pitter-pattering onto the windows behind me. so i looked out the window and the sight i saw was just so depressing oh my God. the wind was blowing and it was wet and COLD. oh Man. i almost cried today for no apparent reason just because i was so depressed. *sigh*. stupid rain. i mean, it's fun when you're happy and you have a reason to laugh at the rain, but i just couldn't because i was thinking of acoustic songs and those are really saddening. well, not all acoustic songs, but the ones i was listening to last night. they were sad. well, they sounded sad at least. but last night i had no reason to be sad because patriots won last night! YAY! That was one of the best superbowl games ever. And i bet you that will also be one of the most memorable hallf-time shows ever as well, because people are always going to remember "the day justin timberlake made janet jackson's breast fall out". alright later.