everday...
yesterday, i watched spice world. there will always be a special place for spice girls in my heart... hahaha
today i watched aladdin. i love that movie too.
everyday i just wish my life would get a little better. not just for me, but for my corrupt family too. there's not a day that goes by that i wish that i could somehow impress my titas. or that my titos wouldn't be so stupid. or that my dad would just TRY to get reasonable with...LIFE. and i just wish that my uncle would just take the TIME and spend the MONEY to see his kids. and that my long lost cousin would just come back and see her half sister and half brother because they're a joy...well sometimes..lol..but yeah..i just wish things everyday for things to get better.
i wish things for things to get better with my life too though because im IN it and i dont want to get out of it any time soon..no matter how many times i threaten people with my life and think about it occassionally when im alone in my room and listening to rock music and sulking about my "oh so beautiful" life. and wishing that i'd impress that ONE GUY...who KNEW i existed but doesn't seem to anymore...even though i KNOW there are other more important things in life...like the previous paragraph...but yeah...that's what goes on in my head...the short version.
