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Wednesday, August 13, 2003

everday...

yesterday, i watched spice world. there will always be a special place for spice girls in my heart... hahaha

today i watched aladdin. i love that movie too.

everyday i just wish my life would get a little better. not just for me, but for my corrupt family too. there's not a day that goes by that i wish that i could somehow impress my titas. or that my titos wouldn't be so stupid. or that my dad would just TRY to get reasonable with...LIFE. and i just wish that my uncle would just take the TIME and spend the MONEY to see his kids. and that my long lost cousin would just come back and see her half sister and half brother because they're a joy...well sometimes..lol..but yeah..i just wish things everyday for things to get better.

i wish things for things to get better with my life too though because im IN it and i dont want to get out of it any time soon..no matter how many times i threaten people with my life and think about it occassionally when im alone in my room and listening to rock music and sulking about my "oh so beautiful" life. and wishing that i'd impress that ONE GUY...who KNEW i existed but doesn't seem to anymore...even though i KNOW there are other more important things in life...like the previous paragraph...but yeah...that's what goes on in my head...the short version.

Monday, August 11, 2003

It WAs FuN

haha ok let's see...what to share? what to share? what's today? august 11? ok...school in 14 days! orientation in 11 days! i went on a shopping spree at my secret store. it's an awesome store. yeah. good stuff. hah. and on saturday it was ate heidi and kuya jhun's anniversary so we went to kuya jhun's parents' house and i saw sincere and aljay and loreal and quinny again. yeah everyone was there. it was really fun. i'm not the only omarion fan guys! sincere likes him too! haha then later on, we went to kaila and jesse's house and we sang karaoke. me and ate diana were battling to see who could sing better and she beat me by one point. ONE POINT 99 to 98. i didn't get below 96. haha. then we borrowed tanging ina and we left around ten.

today, i woke up at 8:40 cause christine called me since today we were gonna watch freaky friday so then i woke up and took a shower and got ready. my mother yelled at me...but im good. then they came and me, christine, melani, and anthony went to the movies. chad michael murray is SOO HOTT!! (isn't he christine?!) haha yeah!! and we stayed at the mall until 5:24. haha. i saw erin. she works as one of those people who asks you to try some lotion. then we went to bryan and gerald's house. then now we're here.

and now i have to go because jig wants to call his mama.

late.