hey everyone! i haven't updated lately and i decided now would be the time to...anyway...my parents decided they wanted to take a trip to reno with my tita abe and tito boy and cousins kyle and andrew...and yeah so i don't get to go to the basketball game between sv and sp tomorrow...that really sux...me and kyle were hella looking forward to seeing each other too...i had this letter and everything...that really really really really sux for the both of us...anyway...today i took the HSPT which isn't really that hard...it's just the OLSATS all over again...only that there is less time for some sections and there are breaks and u get food and all that shit...yeah...looks like im going to ND...hahaha uhhHhH.. yeah...remember everyone the area of a triangle is 1/2 times bh OR bh over 2!!! hahaha and that wasn't even on the test...and also...the pythagorean theorem is a squared + b squared = c squared is = to a squared = c squared-b squared is = to a= the square root of c sqaured - b squared...hahahaha if u got that then u should have NO PROBLEM!!! hahahahahahahah let's see what else? hmmMmMMM....i wanna talk to kyle i wanna see him and all that shit but i can't at the moment...my cousin is staring at this blog right now it's kinda scary...but its not..yeah im just trying to fill space....because i havent' written in so so so so so so long...mmmmmkae....well im out like this *P0oF*

BOX CAR RACER LYRICS

"I Feel So"

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over


"There Is"

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is